My drug and alcohol abuse, took me to a world of depression and symptoms of alcohol withdrawal and treatment. I can not recommend. Words such as "Dead Man Walking" and "The Road" come to mind. Just look at my picture should scare the Daylights out of you. I, too, sometimes I remember that Shell is the man I was.
So here I am now. 2009 up and I survived. Believe me, people I have to pinch myself sometimes. But therein lies the crux of the problem. If I could do, if you can. The human mind is incredibly strong and elastic in nature. The primal urge and desire to survive, is still there. Buried, sometimes very deep, but nevertheless it is there. You just have to find it.
I will be off the list of things I hate about alcoholism and depression. I want to share with you. We hope that we can all learn something from my experiences.
1. I wasted years of my life. I was alive and in this glorious land, but only just. I drifted in recent years in a bubble of confusion and despair. Boy does it taste sweet now.
2. So many people were insulted, offended, disgusted, surprised, shocked and devastated by my presence and actions. For all these good souls my thanks to complete.
3. What is all this leaves your body? In my worst poured liquid and sludge from all parts of the body as possible. Even writing this makes me uncomfortable. How could I stop it?
4. How can you feel so bad for alcoholism and depression? Take a dose of influenza, malaria, headaches, sleeping sickness, tuberculosis revolution and gastrointestinal and are almost equal. You will feel so bad that it is likely they think is a horrible nightmare.
5. His drug addiction and alcoholism will introduce you to the dark world of depression and alcohol withdrawal symptoms and treatment. Believe me when I say you do not want to know about these moms. The shock therapy was eliminated luxury for 10 days in a hospital bed? So keep your addiction and that sooner or later come calling.
6. As his depression and addictive behavior becomes increasingly darker, you can force your family to rely on "Tough Love". Threats to leave you be forced into rehab will intensify as they see it crumble before your eyes. What a terrible choice to be imposed.
7. Material in front of you just as well be a time-warp. He is standing in terms of business and social life. In many cases, these monsters grab you end up losing everything. We all have different gutters. Remember that you definitely end up in the gutter. You deserve better.
8. The reality is never having to drink more to do. You might have to scroll wel 50 or 60 years, these devils on horseback. I wish you had stopped before, and perhaps this is the Christmas day I could be a glass of champagne.
9. In my efforts to make my favorite fish would do almost anything. Alcoholism and depression will turn you into something you're not. A shrewd opportunist, skilled and cunning. Lying, stealing and deceit are their character traits again.
10. The "relaxation" do not know you. No matter how they appear on the surface of the inside is slowly dying. At no time does not feel content and at peace in the world revolve around you.
I'm sorry if this article leaves you feeling a little 'uncomfortable. This was the object. My version of "Tough Love". The abuse of drugs and alcohol means that there is a price to pay. Symptoms of depression and alcohol abuse, and treatment is not a pleasant trip. All those days of numb acceptance will face sooner or later. Years of experience. Do not go there.
So here I am now. 2009 up and I survived. Believe me, people I have to pinch myself sometimes. But therein lies the crux of the problem. If I could do, if you can. The human mind is incredibly strong and elastic in nature. The primal urge and desire to survive, is still there. Buried, sometimes very deep, but nevertheless it is there. You just have to find it.
I will be off the list of things I hate about alcoholism and depression. I want to share with you. We hope that we can all learn something from my experiences.
1. I wasted years of my life. I was alive and in this glorious land, but only just. I drifted in recent years in a bubble of confusion and despair. Boy does it taste sweet now.
2. So many people were insulted, offended, disgusted, surprised, shocked and devastated by my presence and actions. For all these good souls my thanks to complete.
3. What is all this leaves your body? In my worst poured liquid and sludge from all parts of the body as possible. Even writing this makes me uncomfortable. How could I stop it?
4. How can you feel so bad for alcoholism and depression? Take a dose of influenza, malaria, headaches, sleeping sickness, tuberculosis revolution and gastrointestinal and are almost equal. You will feel so bad that it is likely they think is a horrible nightmare.
5. His drug addiction and alcoholism will introduce you to the dark world of depression and alcohol withdrawal symptoms and treatment. Believe me when I say you do not want to know about these moms. The shock therapy was eliminated luxury for 10 days in a hospital bed? So keep your addiction and that sooner or later come calling.
6. As his depression and addictive behavior becomes increasingly darker, you can force your family to rely on "Tough Love". Threats to leave you be forced into rehab will intensify as they see it crumble before your eyes. What a terrible choice to be imposed.
7. Material in front of you just as well be a time-warp. He is standing in terms of business and social life. In many cases, these monsters grab you end up losing everything. We all have different gutters. Remember that you definitely end up in the gutter. You deserve better.
8. The reality is never having to drink more to do. You might have to scroll wel 50 or 60 years, these devils on horseback. I wish you had stopped before, and perhaps this is the Christmas day I could be a glass of champagne.
9. In my efforts to make my favorite fish would do almost anything. Alcoholism and depression will turn you into something you're not. A shrewd opportunist, skilled and cunning. Lying, stealing and deceit are their character traits again.
10. The "relaxation" do not know you. No matter how they appear on the surface of the inside is slowly dying. At no time does not feel content and at peace in the world revolve around you.
I'm sorry if this article leaves you feeling a little 'uncomfortable. This was the object. My version of "Tough Love". The abuse of drugs and alcohol means that there is a price to pay. Symptoms of depression and alcohol abuse, and treatment is not a pleasant trip. All those days of numb acceptance will face sooner or later. Years of experience. Do not go there.
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